I'm a 23 year old college graduate with a decent job. I like most 20 something year old don't have everything figured out but if you do kudos to you. With my job I've moved 2 hours away from my family which is the most important thing in my life without them I don't know where I would be. I honestly don't know what to do. I feel miserable most days but fake it until I make it. What if I chose the wrong degree and went to school for nothing? What if I can never find a job that I am truly happy with? What if this feeling never goes away? What if I'm stuck pretending for the rest of my life? If I left my job would it be the worse thing? What if my blog never works out? What if no one is even reading this?
These are just some of the doubts I am dealing with on a daily basis. Some days I can't even sleep thinking about what I would do or how I would even deal with this. Would I be disappointed if I left my job, which I've worked so hard to get, or would I be happy because I know I deserve more. I know I'm not the only person dealing with this and maybe this post will help someone else who is feeling this exact same thing.
The feeling of not having everything together, stressing about tomorrow, all of it is driving me CRAZY! I feel hopeless and I know that it is affecting my day to day life and isn't healthy for me. I want to give myself time to TRY and make it work before deciding that maybe this path isn't for me. I don't want to be a quitter but maybe that is just another struggle I'm having. Maybe it't not quitting if it is going to make me happy in the long run.
I know this isn't the happiest of post but it's what I'm dealing with, and I just wanted to say to those who are also dealing with this you aren't alone. We can work through this if we just give ourselves that chance. Especially the chance to be happy.
Let's all be happy!
Until Next Time:
Noshka XOXO
Keep your head up and keep posting. Things will work themselves out the way they're suppose to. The content in all your blogs are really great. People can learn a lot from you and your journey.
ReplyDeleteThank you! I appreciate the support and understanding. ❤❤❤
Delete"For what it's worth, it's never too late to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the courage to start all over again."
ReplyDelete❤❤❤ Thank you!
DeleteThat sounds like a song... ��
DeleteGotta find a way to find the balance to live and work and be happy. Surround yourself with things that do that.
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