It's been a while since my last post. I always feel weird writing a life update because it always seems like life gets in the way. I recently just moved so unpacking and getting settled has been a bit of a struggle and as I type this there are plenty of boxes that I could be unpacking right now.
I honestly haven't had much motivation and it sucks, I'm not going to lie I've put my blog on the back burner. This has always been a dream of mine and one that I frankly feel I let go. There have been many times in life where we let things go or let the insecurities get to us. I think I have been so consumed with how others feel or think or even how well they do in their own things that I just slack. Confidence is something I have always had a conflict with, something that I just can't shake. I know I shouldn't compare myself to others, or at least that's what everyone always says, but let's be honest, it doesn't always work that way.
Why do we do this? Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who deals with these types of issues, although I know that's not true. Does anyone else deal with these feelings? I feel like not having the confidence in myself works its magic on me, it actually makes me extremely sad. I don't feel like I have any will power to do anything or that anyone would care if i did or didn't, which can lead to me not wanting to post or not caring about it for weeks, sometimes even months on end.
I feel like this has been a bit of a ramble. Going forward, I just want to try and be better. I know it can seem like an empty promise but don't we all deal with these things? At least every now and then? It's pretty exhausting having these feelings.
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What do you all think?
NoshkaLynn
XOXO
Hopefully you feel better soon Noshka
ReplyDeleteThank you. I have to keep a positive outlook!
DeleteDon't ever give up Noni your an amazing woman with a great vision and strong convictions. Share and plant the seed it will grow and the world will see and learn from you. I love you and send many blessings. So proud of you and knowing you. My life is richer because your part of it even if I don't say it often I follow and read. Your inspiring and full of passion which many lack. Do it big Nena. Don't give in to negative emotions your an over comer.
ReplyDeleteThank you Mrs. Maggie! This is ways something I need to hear. I will continue to strive to achieve my goals and hold on strong to my passions. I love you guys. Dios los cuide. ❤
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